It felt strange, not falling asleep against Bokuto's body, but Akaashi knew that he would have to get used to this form of sleeping by his lonesome once again. And here he is...". His head was cocked back as he surveyed the gym. I never said that I was.". But as he thought of it, as he narrowed down the true meanings of both phrases, he ultimately could not decide which of the two were more horrifying. Akaashi frowned heavily as he entered the hospital. Those yellow eyes were gleaming. His voice a mere murmur, Akaashi moved closer to Bokuto, then resumed to lie down on his back, his head slightly elevated with the pillows that sat behind him. But people never laugh at my jokes. The words echoed in Akaashi's head, as if they'd been spoken aloud. They were fingers. I've heard a lot about you in the short hour that I've been here.". When he had, however, instead of shutting his phone off and trying to force a few hours of sleep upon himself, Akaashi stared at the phone screen longingly, and read the last messages that were sent between them. "I know." "I'm... Holding it now.". "He's here? He stared at his knees intensely before Kenma spoke up. Akaashi couldn't help but smile back at him. See you, Bokuto. He leaned his chin against the palm of his hand and chortled. It really means so much to me ;; thank you so so much...! He approached his bedside silently. ", Akaashi nearly scoffed. Oct 27, 2020 - Read Part 17 from the story In another life ꧁bokuto x akaashi꧂ by bakutosbigbooty with 3,325 reads. I'm a sucker for bokuaka and angst, and this, this was amazing!❤️. Akaashi realized that those smiles he'd seen before were smiles of denial – forced grins that tried desperately to trick Bokuto into thinking that everything would be fine. He then turned his attention to Akaashi. ", Shrugging one shoulder, Akaashi grabbed his phone. He moved forward. He kept his head down and played the fool, pretending he didn't see Akaashi. But Akaashi knew full well that such a thing wasn't possible with Bokuto's condition. on Pinterest. If you end up doing Tsukkiyama please, please, please, please......don’t make it angst. Kuroo's voice was reserved and reluctant. ", He cocked his head to the side. After three sets, there was another hit, and another cheer from the former ace. Because of the nightmare? A shiver racked Akaashi, causing the hairs on the back of his neck to stand. He rubbed his face quietly. All he wanted was to see Bokuto again, even if just for a second. But for what it's worth, my name is Bokuto.". He threw it open and faced Bokuto, who was jogging to him with a smile and a shiver in each step. He turned his head in the opposite direction, facing Akaashi now. He knew full well the name of the disease he had. FFI?" Akaashi reached his arms out and pushed Bokuto away. ", Turning his head, Bokuto looked at Akaashi. I couldn't put Bokuto through all of that. A month and sixteen days had passed since Bokuto's final visit to Akaashi's home, and once he'd been taken back to the hospital, the doctors and nurses made sure to keep a closer eye on him, and with good reason. His yellow eyes stared at the screen intently. By the time that movie ends, it'll be six. Why did he lack the understanding of just how serious his condition was? If you ever interact with him in even the slightest, you'll be reminded of just how good a person he really is. In dismay, Bokuto sat up in bed and slowly reached around his neck to pull off the warm piece of cloth. [Uh, sure. Akaashi sat in bed and wrapped a sheet around himself. Don't apologise, the sadness I felt and still feel only proves how great of a writer you are. Article by Wattpad. His eyes were half-lidded and glued to the screen, his face void of emotion. I wanted to make the characters as realistic as possible as well! His mind wouldn't allow him to. Akaashi pulled Bokuto back inside. He started down the hall, sighing heavily, intent on rushing home. "I was the team captain, and the ace." Akaashi squeezed his hands together to keep them from shaking uncontrollably. BokuAka. I don't want to know them. ", Confused and mildly shocked, Akaashi made a face. He then stared at Akaashi, waiting for his response. In another life is a well known BokuAka fanfic created by LittleLuxray on the Ao3 website. He twisted his body to reach for the box of Pocky that sat on the counter. 08-ene-2021 - Explora el tablero de vianey palvela "anime" en Pinterest. Frail, shaking fingers pushed through his own black and white hair in an attempt to calm himself down, but another thunder clap sounded, louder that time. He swallowed thick, and turned his head to stare out the window again. "Do you still think that you are the best?" Bokuto swatted Akaashi's hands away. In another life ꧁bokuto x akaashi꧂ - Fan art September 2020 (Not my story all credits goes to LittleLuxray on ao3) Summary : Sleeping didn't come as easy as it used to. A mere two minutes outside had turned into two hours. He breathed in sharply. After this, he would repeat the same process, paying little to no mind to the freezing cold that surrounded him. Not in front of Bokuto. There was silence, and then there was a sound. Your very good at writing and I’m literally crying! When he'd finally found him, those shining eyes of his lit up just a little more than usual. Reading it on the bus and crying a waterfall was definitely one of the worstest though. Bokuto didn't move much. I'm so done. He moved in his seat and sat straight against the head of the bed, then looked down at Bokuto. "Of course." It was Akaashi's way of letting Bokuto know that everything would be alright, and this would always comfort him, no matter the situation they were in. Akaashi opened the first movie that he had in his computer's memory. Surely enough, snow was falling, and in chunks too, but this did not grasp Bokuto's attention. "How did he look?" Akaashi almost smiled back, and he would have, too, if it hadn't been for the thunder that sounded its arrival from above. Mentally, he was more than ready to spike, but not so much physically. "It doesn't matter if you've never met Bokuto before, or if you haven't seen him in ten days, or ten weeks, or ten months, or ten years. Bokuto would lay still for quite a while, his head tilted to the side with one hand on his stomach, and the other at his side. The sky burned a strong, orange glow as the sun set in the distance. "Goodbye.". Ten degrees outside.". Akaashi hesitated. Bokuto mouthed an "Okay," before backing up several steps. "I know you aren't going to ask, so I'll just let you know. It shocked him as Akaashi continued. Startled, Akaashi opened his eyes and glanced in Kuroo's direction. He'd flinched hard and sat up quickly, closing his hand over his mouth to subdue the almost hysteric sounds that came from him. 'All I can say is that sleeping doesn't come as easily as it used to.'. "I don't want you to visit me anymore. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Bokuto refused to budge. I am also very deep in BokuAka hell considering that Bokuto is my favorite character and they are my favorite ship. "I come to visit and I'm barely paid attention to, but when he comes along, he's given the whole package? The disappointment in his voice was clear. "The movie kept me company. Things could be worse. He smiled. A gasp escaped Bokuto. It's ridiculous.". "Come." He knit his fingers together and kept his eyes down, anticipating when the first boom of thunder would sound. Akaashi's arm cautiously wrapped itself around Bokuto's broad shoulders. ", "It passed." He gripped his phone in his hand and took in a deep breath, filling his lungs with all the air that he could before he exhaled through his nostrils. Anything is fine." It doesn't even have to be haikyuu tbh I just want a story that will make me cry myself to sleep I didn't want to make them too dramatic, or generic, and I'd be damned if I wrote them in an OOC point of view. Many words dashed through his mind, but he could only think of three that would be best for him to say to Akaashi. Still, he continued to talk. He reached a hand out to turn on the lamp that sat on his nightstand. Akaashi eyeballed the small male for a long second, knowing that he wouldn't look up to catch him. "Please, it will only take a second. It was soft. "Didn't that come off as remotely funny? ", Akaashi looked down. But ultimately, they would urge him to carry out the task that had been pushed on him, and one way or another, he'd do it. ", "And then they'd turn my room upside down in an attempt to find me. Please answer me I really want to know, He had a dream about him when he fell asleep. Akaashi leaned back in his seat. "I wonder if Bokuto knows about all of this." He spoke with a small woman there, and after several minutes had passed, Akaashi backed away from the desk, some sheets of paper in hand. It was a dreary place for him, a place he was not fond of, but a place he was obligated to visit. When the screen lit up, a text message from Bokuto waited there for him. Kuroo's the heavier one. "..." Bokuto looked up to stare out the window again. If you wanna read it just search up in another life haikyuu and the Ao3 first link is it. Though he'd been dressed in normal, casual clothing, upon further examination, there was indeed something sickly about him. Lying next to Akaashi, a ghostly pale Bokuto smiled. He'd usually ask yes or no questions, ones that were easy for Bokuto to answer with a nod or shake of the head. I may not be as sharp as I used to, but that whole 'Time flies when you're having fun,' rule still applies to me, even today.". Bokuto's laughter died down and he closed his eyes. Because I wasn't, then. 1. Inhaling deeply, Akaashi lingered in place, then sat down in the empty seat next to Kuroo. Akaashi already knew where he had to go. Here we are. He'd realized just how rude that was, falling asleep so easily in front of a person who's biggest struggle was just that. And like it isn't that I regret reading this cause it was beautifully written but about half way through I had an ache in my chest and tears streaming my face and I had to stop time and time again and ask myself 'why am I reading this?'. It was his attempt at brightening the mood, or "being funny," as some called it, but alas, his words had fallen flat on the ground as he received another silent reply from Bokuto. "...Good..." Bokuto eased back and buried his head into his pillow. There was only blackness. Bokuto blinked slowly. Not after this. He found he had nothing more to say. And even if he could speak, he wouldn't have been able to talk for long considering the state he was in. "Why are you standing? He didn't know how to react, didn't know what to do or say, but as he searched for the right words to speak, or the right thing to do, Akaashi found himself doing something he didn't expect of himself. Akaashi watched Bokuto, mesmerized by his actions. His hands picked at the small lint rolls that stuck to his sheet. Akaashi stuffed the sheets into his bag. He watched Bokuto intently, curious to know what his answer would be. At that moment, he turned away and walked off, feeling he wouldn't be able to leave if he'd lasted one more second in the room. Bokuto nodded frantically and forced himself to comply with Akaashi, as he always did. I'm so sorry that this comment is so long! He squeezed Akaashi, mashing him closer until he could barely breathe. The question came out of the blue. He exhaled through his nose and entered the hospital, greeted the woman at the front desk (who now knew him by name), and removed the scarf from around his neck. He almost couldn't find his voice, but when he did, he tried his best to keep it from shaking. [Nightmare? Snow In May is another Iwaoi with Kagehina, Bokuaka and Kuroken and it's in a mafia AU. The black haired male looked up from his hands. Akaashi felt that his words were a bit bitter, but he had no other way of telling Bokuto the truth. He looked around and moved his fingers, trying to make out a phone. His words were as straightforward as they were indifferent. It was the longest minute he'd ever been forced to sit through. Relaxing his head against the crook of Bokuto's neck, Akaashi blinked wearily and stared off into the distance. He walked ahead quickly, straight into the room. They settled there, deeming Bokuto one of them for the remainder of their frozen lives before they eventually melted or fell away. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, a series of one-shots depicting First Meeting AUs of our lovely volleydorks, Or otherwise known as: Daichi does something stupid and needs to find Suga in order to apologize for it, In which, Sugawara Koushi does something stupid and wishes to hide forever from it | Suga's version of "Honest Mistake". When he was like this, Akaashi would think that he was resting, and he would almost believe that thought until Bokuto would twitch awake again, his body jerking him from what little relaxation he tried to achieve. ", "Because it's three in the morning and I want to fit some sleep into my schedule. Kenma's unconcerned tone contradicted his words, but something told Akaashi that he meant everything he was saying. "I look... Like shit, I know.". Surely enough, he noticed Kenma sitting in the seat next to Bokuto's bed. Bokuto reached up a cold, frail hand to wipe at the mess that was his face. "They used to play volleyball together. I am, now.". Haikyuu!! 9/19/2020. He only looked like a tall, thin, black mass now as he stood near the stairway. "I'll get you back to the hospital by seven in the morning.". I would buy a copy or two. He watched Bokuto with a wary gaze, unaware of what he was to say next. He'd only spoken to Kuroo once before, and they barely exchanged any words. Akaashi couldn't sleep, but it wasn't because of his unfamiliarity with Bokuto that caused this. I’m too emotional for angst, but I felt inclined to read it after I watched a video dedicated to it. Bokuto missed Akaashi's set twelve times. It reminded him of his home... Bokuto nearly bumped into Akaashi as he stopped to enter his room. You don't have to say it now if you don't want to.". It was a reaction that Akaashi was not expecting in the least, but he played off his surprise and only managed an, "I see.". "So I figured if you left now... You... Wouldn't have to... And it wouldn't h-hurt so much...". Are you checking out?". He wanted the thought to leave his mind. I was moved by your comment, it really made my night..! He used to be bigger than Kuroo, but now he's the one who's smaller. A small thumb rubbed at the system's screen to remove a smudge. "I don't... Know much about this... Disease. "No you haven't. Do something... As if he were one of the living dead, Akaashi forced one leg forward, then the next, until he was touching the bed side. I enjoyed the beauty and the sadness very much, thank you! "Setting an alarm for six AM." "I haven't set foot outside in weeks." "I see..." Akaashi nodded once. "And nothing you say will make me leave.". Pulling his laptop close, Akaashi smoothed his finger along the mouse pad. Bokuto nodded once more. They don't pay much attention to me anyways!". In his silence, Bokuto wept to himself, fat tears rolling down his cheeks in numbers. "Bokuto is starting to look less and less like his old self, too. Saved by Maïlys Aubinais. It means so much to me, aaaaaah my gosh ;o; Is bokuto dead ? He smelled sort of like a hospital. This backfired, however, as the other's hand quickly withdrew. your own Pins on Pinterest "You're sick, you need medical attention. 100000/10 because it’s beautiful. From his peripheral, Akaashi could see their hand reaching out to him. Bokuto gathered the navy blue blanket in his arms, and cautiously threw it around his shoulders. Characters die in one life...?" It was frustrating, it was infuriating, and it was overall saddening, but Akaashi could not show any of this. Akaashi had kept his eyes closed for quite a while, trying to fall into a deep sleep, but found that he couldn't, or at least, not as quickly as he thought he could. Jan 28, 2021 - Explore Coffeebeans's board " Haikyuu!! " Akaashi set his phone down and leaned back slowly, resting the back of his head against his pillow. His eyes gave away just how much he missed his friend. I wanted to put a bit of myself into each character... How Akaashi would visit Bokuto constantly because he grew attached, and because he felt bad for him. Healthy. Akaashi figured it was safe to say that Bokuto had already begun to pull Kenma back in. He couldn't sleep because of his honest fascination with him. Once they'd reached it, Bokuto resumed his usual position and wrapped the thick blanket around himself, then turned away from Akaashi. A puff of smoke came from him as he exhaled. Bokuto looked down at Akaashi's hand. Responding as slowly as ever, Bokuto raised one hand. Akaashi forced a smile. His quiet chuckle was louder than Bokuto's wholehearted laugh. He was redirecting the pain. oh god I saw this on fanfiction. He didn't wait for Kuroo to respond and glanced into Bokuto's room. Akaashi shrugged. Akaashi found himself laughing along with him. At times, Bokuto would do nothing but lie there in bed, twitching back awake whenever his body tried so desperately to fall into the sleeping state that it once knew. No!" Bokuto's eyes widened. Several flakes had gathered on the outstretched limb, but they were not quick to melt. "... Are you here to see Bokuto Koutarou?" Dormir no era tan facil cómo solía serlo. The other spoke in a quiet voice, low and brooding. He was obviously tired, showing signs of exhaustion with every small move he made. Once the second sob had left him, he felt himself spiraling. Sep 30, 2020 - Read Fan art (2) from the story In another life ꧁bokuto x akaashi꧂ by bakutosbigbooty with 6,762 reads. His only intention was leaving. "Watch it." ", Akaashi clenched his jaw behind a mildly irritated face. Bokuto was such a strange one. i couldn’t stop cryingg!! The both of them didn't exchange any words after that, ending the conversation just as suddenly as it had started. "I'm fine now.". He must have been. 25-ago-2020 - Explora el tablero de Annie ∩^ω^∩ "In Another Life" en Pinterest. Akaashi almost smiled. Maybe some TsukiYama,,, haha! Same Kasjsjsks and to top it all of i'm Bawling my eyes in a restaurant isn't this great, I think I wanna die now. In another life, I would make you stay So I don’t have to say you were the one that got away . I can't stop crying and idk how I will, I’m still crying after two hours of finishing this master piece help :(. He said in a hushed voice. Akaashi placed the small, white compressed lump of snow into Bokuto's palm. I really have to go.". "You've been shivering. It caused him to open his eyes and look in Akaashi's direction, astonished. He was only a blurred shape now, but Akaashi knew he was still there. With this, he raised a quivering hand and his index finger. ... You stared at him for a few moments before your eyes looked for another prey. The day was exceptionally cold, but Akaashi was glad to know that the hospital's room provided enough heat to keep Bokuto from freezing over. "You don't like to see him like that, do you?". "I just came from there. The tiny snowflakes deteriorated in the warmth of his palm, leaving a small puddle behind. Porfavor también apoyen el trabajo original del autor!! Akaashi's grip tightened around his phone. WE HAVE TO PLAY TOGETHER.]. "But I thought you had that nightmare." ", Akaashi watched him carefully. His eyes locked onto Bokuto's. He made his way up the same path, walking swiftly and without pause. When would he ever use it again? Bokuto's words haunted him, and they repeated themselves over and over in his mind.Â. "I spoke to Kuroo most of the time, so it doesn't count.". "Are you sure you should be going out in the cold like that?". Show him a movie or play a game with him that would result in him to calm down quickly. "Get back into bed. "I've been cooped up in this place for too long. He hated how difficult it had become for him to tell apart the real things from the fake ones. His voice was solemn. Did Bokuto know about the lifespan of victims with his condition? What a wonderfully angsty story! "All I can say is that sleeping doesn't come as easily as it used to." Bokuto's skin crawled, goose bumps pimpling his porcelain surface. Blatantly, he thanked her, and continued on his way, passing by several rooms as he did so. To this, he shifted in closer and allowed his body to relax. You turned to Iwaizumi who avoided your gaze then to Mattsun who simply looked amused. He was paler than before, and the bags under his eyes were darker. He laughed hard, or at least as hard as he could. or everything, in general?? "Ah. He forced himself to stand after some time, tapping his fingers against his pants. Our teams would face each other often. "You seem to have grown more attached to that Pocky stick than me...". Bokuto covered his mouth and coughed suddenly. Akaashi inhaled deeply and closed his eyes, his eyebrows knitting together as his brow creased. "Three words? Bokuto lo sabía, ahora Akaashi también. I'll see you soon.]. Bokuto leaned in and touched his forehead to Akaashi's. He didn't care, nor did he think he would care in the near future. Akaashi spoke in a calm, slow voice. "Yes." "Bokuto," he whispered. "I'm going straight to sleep.". Apr 2, 2018 - This Pin was discovered by chimazo. Slowly but gradually, Akaashi's heart rate picked up. I loved it so much. by m-mastercat (꒰ ͜͡ ꒱) with 77 reads. IT'S HERE!! I hope you enjoyed this...I researched FFI a lot actually, in order to get a better understanding of it. Thank you again, dear! "Yes.". Oh no..having this back to back with my previous art- the different parallels game is too…” tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit). He turned the chair so that he was now facing Bokuto from the front. Two hours had passed since their last words towards each other, yet Akaashi still lay awake in bed. But mostly best, i think. It was difficult, however, as each time he tried to drift off to sleep, that unnerving fear of having the same dream would jerk him back awake. He felt like he could enjoy Kozume's company, what with how his words lacked all form of emotion. He translated all that his words could not. But during the other two nights, he surely did make the effort to try and lull himself to sleep, but each time he did, he either found himself stirring awake from a strange dream, or lying wide awake in the middle of the night, half expecting to receive a message from Bokuto. Akaashi cocked his head back to demonstrate this, with his finger tapping his chin. It was so weak and feeble, it could barely be heard, but it was there, and Akaashi could hear it, so that was enough for Bokuto. He tossed the navy blue one to Bokuto, remembering how fond he was of it the last time he'd come over. He didn't want to talk to anyone. No one was bothered by him, so there he stood. He understood where Akaashi was coming from and didn't even think of holding his icy tone against him. "It's just... A slow, downhill ride f-f...rom here. "Akaashi?" "Are you here every day?". I never meant to drag you into my life...". It is 80k words if that's not something you're into but I highly highly recommend it. A trembling, tender laugh escaped Akaashi. ToT, In my mind Akaashi died too and now the two of them are happy together, No he doesn't die but he dreams of bokuto. Akaashi closed his eyes and heaved out a sigh, feeling more and more hopeless with each passing second. ;o; I love it so much and I love to read your comment, it makes me very happy! Feeling an amount of guilt build up within his chest, Akaashi pulled out his phone just as quickly as he'd hid it away. He entered his number swiftly, and then handed the phone to Bokuto, the name section empty. "Was he ever fond of them? He'd be furious with everyone in there, and he knew that the same pain burned within Akaashi, too. That was enough for Akaashi to remove his hand from in front his mouth slowly, moving it to rest it over his chin. He then tossed it to Bokuto once he was close enough. He didn't last another second in Bokuto's company before he turned and briskly walked out of the room. Fem. Akaashi swiped and unlocked his phone with trembling hands. "I spiked it perfectly just now! "I was drowning." I don't regret meeting you.". I guess I can wait that long. "A-p-a-t-h-y—k-u-n." Bokuto was close to saving the contact before Akaashi spoke up. It took some time, but he finally answered. My heart, my throat, my eyes, my everything can’t take anymore. Maybe taking him outside for a while would do him some good. Haikyuu— In Another Life— Bokuaka Fiction. They were still wrapped up in whatever conversation they were having. He stared at the ceiling. The taller, dark haired male gestured to them. Do you plan on writing more? After what felt like the longest ten seconds of his life, a sudden shudder charged down Akaashi's spine, causing goose bumps to rise on his flesh. They shared the same navy blue knit blanket and huddled up beneath it, keeping each other warm in the best way that they could. Akaashi Keiji is Bad at Feelings; Angst; haikyuu angst; akaashi keiji angst; Language: English Stats: Published: 2020-10-11 Updated: 2021-01-19 Words: 1354 Chapters: 4/10 Comments: 116 Kudos: 1089 Bookmarks: 174 Hits: 24671 He carried a look on his face that made him seem more sinister than sincere, and his eyes flitted from Kenma to Akaashi, and then back to Kenma. He intended on closing his eyes and falling asleep for real afterwards, but after having felt his mattress shake for the fourth time, he opened his eyes. Whatever was left of Akaashi's smile faded. He smiled in Akaashi's direction, bright yellow eyes catching his own. Akaashi watched closely as Bokuto mouthed and typed the name. He thought back to the bags around Bokuto's eyes. I made the with FFI to Bokuto since he's compared many times to an owl, and they're nocturnal of course. In Another Life [Bokuaka] traducida Fanfiction. He started on his way without so much as a second glance in the other's direction. "Yes?" Akaashi's eyes widened slightly, and his eyebrows knit together in surprise. [Archive of Our Own] In Another Life - LittleLuxray - Haikyuu!! But Akaashi now couldn't find it in himself to sleep. ", Akaashi was straightforward, but he wasn't heartless. He didn't care. "You've only been here for like, thirty minutes. Akaashi pointed down the road. Bokuto lo sabía, ahora Akaashi también. I never thought I would end up finishing this piece, but I am glad that I did. Been here for about... Four weeks now." He pulled the thick blanket over himself with much effort. He looked down at Bokuto's phone. Not great, but alright. He stared up at Akaashi with that smile that never seemed to fade. Akaashi pursed his lips and nodded once. Over the span of the six days, Akaashi found that the only things Bokuto could manage to swallow were small snacks, like grapes, ice cubes, and Pocky Sticks that were specifically strawberry flavored. So please... Let me have this.". Bokuto was elated. But Kuroo insisted." "I could ask you the same thing..." Akaashi's lips screwed to the side. Sucking his teeth, Bokuto pulled the blanket up to just beneath his chin. Haikyuu!! He could smell his faint scent. This was epic! ... Y/N has spent her whole life in the shadow of her best friend - the famous setter of the girls volleyball team from Shiratorizawa. A genuine expression made its home on Akaashi's features, and a hand reached up to push through his raven locks. I was actually thinking of taking my leave soon, as well-", "What?
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